September 16, 2010

Have I lost it?

Over the last week or so I have been especially needy, clingy and downright demanding. I don't know what's going on with me but I cannot shake these feelings. If D doesn't text or call during the day I get all annoyed and upset, if he is late from work I get in such a bad mood and start crying. It seems that his attention is never enough. Last night I was in "the mood" and I told him as much but instead of jumping to the fact I was up for it, he said he had to finish what he was doing. By the time he was done, about 15 minutes later, I was all upset and no longer in the mood. He came over and told me why I was upset and I blurted all these feelings out and the minute I did we both started laughing at how irrational and out of character I am behaving.

We have seen this happening to a lot of friends and we used to joke about this and now here I am in the same shoes as those irrational women! I really put it down to hormonal changes because last week I was my normal self and this week I am wreck. Last week I was still full of energy and could do everything I wanted to, this week I am more restricted in my activities and feel like I need to slow down a hell of a lot. I think this might have something to do with why I am feeling so "weird".

I haven't passed any more unusual looking discharges so I am thinking that the other day was a one off and unless I see anything happening in the next couple of days. I cannot wait for my appointment next week Monday to see how things are looking and where we stand. I heard a lot of women having internal exams to see how far along they are in terms dilation so I wonder if I'll also get one. I want to have a Group B strep exam done as I haven't had one yet and I will ask if they run NST at this stage. The doctor won't know what hit her/him!!

I have just taken my weekly belly shot and the contrast between last week and this week is huge! Izzy has grown so much in the last couple of weeks that if I hadn't taken the pictures I would never know!

7 comments:

  1. You *still* look beautiful ... and tiny, given how far along you are! I so wish it were more practical to send you a care package for your first week home with Izzy ... I'm afraid of what would happen to the contents on the trip ... you'll have to imagine a wonderful assortment of goodies from my oven!

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  2. Aw what a cute bump! Love the pictures.

    It's good that you and DH can still laugh over your outburts - my DH has been great dealing with mine as well.

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  3. You look gorgeous lady! Watch out because the preggo hormones leave your body faster then they arrived which makes for fun times with a brand new little one. You can do this, you're an amazing mama.

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  4. Hey Hey,
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  5. Love the pics! You look great. Almost time. Thank you for the sweet words you left on my blog yesterday! They made my day!

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  6. Thanks for thinking of me, for the virtual package and many compliments!! I am blushing!!

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  7. Look at that fabulous belly!!!

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